Saturday, April 12, 2008

Things:

Often we wonder what makes us 'us', what makes me unique, what makes him different. Lots of things that just are thought about. The thought process that we use in such a way can be used to actually make this world a better place if we keep it to ourselves. How you would want to disagree, that thought that discussions tend to give rise to exchange of ideas, or helping people better themselves. Let me ask you has it ever made you change for the better? we don't, no one does either.

My wife said: "she was never like that , maybe she was spoilt because of the people she was surrounded day in and day our with." "No" I said, "people have the bad personalities in them, awaiting to escape and take over or be projected with prominence. Its like a flame that is enraged with a gentle blow. The air is not hot, nor is the fuel, not the space, its the fire itself." I am glad she saw logic in that, else I would have had to give up on her understanding the strangeness that I am.

I would quote:
Often shall I look upon thee for thine understanding
Not as a guide but as a sign of being amongst wise
For you shall never learn from me, nor shall I from ye
The world teaches us, surrounds, infuses.

I often look at a lot of women and think, why do they have to ask and argue over and over, once I decided to sit down and think how they work, I concluded something interesting.They work just like men.

* They think they are different and righteous. (just like men)
* They think they know everything, some of them do a lot more about the others hahhahah (but men know less, even about themselves)
* They will never want to listen to men , reason: above two.
* They have a wonderful concept called MCP (Male Chauvanistic Pigs) in their mind where a man and a woman are equal, but they still want to say ladies first, different line for ladies, how will a lady do that, how will a lady carry that, etc.
* They think they have sex appeal by themselves, even if you look at them by sheer accident they start giving you those annoyed looks as if you took off with her belongings.

Bah! Things. I guess Life sucks because of all the Gravity, am happy am free falling ...

Monday, January 07, 2008

Impressions of a lost kind

Indeed sometimes what i write here is purely not sensible at first read, you have to read it over if at all to make sense. I do not know what i write often as it just flows out of my fingers and comes out to the blog. I spent a few months in a self imposed exile to return often to try and write I couldn't. Its an assasination of my writer self. I miss it. somewhere where the winds .. ya ya what ever..