Battles on the Desert plains.
Well all the world is a happy place. All around me i see an unclear state, like the veil of a mist that is waiting to uncover the eerie shadows of the vampires and ghouls that roam in the valley.
But that's ok, i have been there before.
I tell people to not be afraid, I tell them to hold on to someone who holds them dear when afraid and forget all that they are afraid of. I am afraid and the bes part is i know my reasons bt i can't stop being afraid.
Songs of The heart.
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Air Supply - Without You Song
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No, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in you eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows
No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there but then I let you go
And now its only fair that I should let you know
What you should know
Chorus:
I can't live
if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give anymore
Can't live if living is without you
Can't give, I can't give anymore
No, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in you eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows Chorus
(2x)
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One of my favouriate songs. My old favouriate band.
The link below is great
http://www.lyrics007.com/Air%20Supply%20Lyrics/Without%20You%20Lyrics.html
I sang Goodbye at RYLA 2000 at Neral. I just wanted to sing in public once and I did.
Oh The short of a Long
Basically the basics of complex understanding is too simple for a feeble mind to comprehend, but otherwise the wisest of the fools can never undertake the labourious task called thinking out of the box. That is what makes all human beings deiifer. What would be a good question but too many questions are dangerous.
We have to question :
Would the situation of current scenario be consistent, cognizable, candid, or would it curtail the journey we call understanding.
All i can say is I love writing such horrifying justifications on this page because of a few reasons:
1) it does not get angry at me.
2) I can say all i want and it just keeps it with itself.
3) It takes away my hurt.
4) It is forever present.
if it wasn't for my dear blog i would be brain dead.
Erase And Rewind
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The Cardigans---Erase And Rewind
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Hey..
What did you hear me say?
You know the difference it makes
What did you hear me say?
Yes,I said it's fine before
But I don't think so no more
I said it's fine before
I've changed my mind
I take it back
Erase and rewind
'Cause I've been changing my mind
Erase and rewind
'Cause I've been changing my mind
I've changed my mind
So...
Where did you see me go?
It's not the right way, you know
Where did you see me go?
No...
It's not the light, oh no
I just don't want it to grow
It's not the light, oh no
I've changed my mind
I take it back
Erase and rewind
'Cause I've been changing my mind
Erase and rewind
'Cause I've been changing my mind
I've changed my mind Erase and rewind
'Cause I've been changing my mind
Erase and rewind
'Cause I've been changing my mind
Erase and rewind
I've changed my mind... I've changed my mind...
I've changed my mind...
I've changed my mind...
I've changed my mind...
I've changed my mind... I've changed my mind...
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I heard this song a long time ago, it's beautiful. It is about someone I know. The me three years ago. It was fabulous, where have I landed?
Questions? I have questions!
How can anyone who has the answers for all that moves, shakes up, settles down or gets blown away have them?
Well I don’t say I Don’t but the obvious fact is that I am something I wanted to be. Now all I want is God gives me the reason to go back to what I was, ruthless, stone cold, too sarcastic, someone who could smile at you even if you had a fight with me coz I knew I’ll get my revenge. I know it is not easy to go back where I have come from.
I’m packing and I know where I want to be.
It is time and I know this time when I pick up my bags, I’ll have just one tear drop deep in my heart, it would cry with the one last tear drop I had saved for days like these.
Scattered Poems
1) Black
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An aura Of black,
Surrounds me, My mind, My heart,
Lost in shadows, of a fluttering lamp light,
To vanish, like the dying flame.
To look through the darkened window pane,
Into the pitch black night,
The distant howls of the night creatures,
And crickets that sing songs of loneliness.
Of the long vanished sun,
That brings me ho[e of another orange,
When I can see the whites fly,
In formation, togetherness.
I watch the moon, fade out,
Behind those silver clouds, now darker,
The ones that shone so silent,
To spin tales of lone, black as the night.
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In dreams
Some old english country oak,
Shed a few dried out leaves,
They glide through the air, still,
Before they rest in a deafening silence,
Come touch my dreams,
Make me fly,
In his abundant nature's paradise,
Like a flower on the break of spring,
Cover my barren heart,Come once
Cover it with the green of your love,
For all I see, and all I feel,
Is so true it's surreal,
Whisper to me, bliss my ears,
That yearn to hear your voice, sweet,
Gentle like the first winter breeze,
Soft like the summer sunset on the beach,
Warm like the touch of the blue ocean,
where I wish you belong to me.
