posted by Abinomable Non Nutcase @ 1:45 AM
posted by Abinomable Non Nutcase @ 11:44 PM
Left office late, well abhay offered a lift to me and my office friend to mulund. It was chilly and boy was I troubling abhay. Well that reminded me of taking the rickshaw to kalyan with nisha, it was late and the trains were crowded. I bored her with so many songs that I used to sing when I was in college. Well days go by, and we all remember when life may wake you up, and you will realize you have been living in a dream, I heard some one and I know each time I hear her, the next 23 hours will be like heaven for me. The 24th hour I crave to hear her again. Well I am just mad, but well I know one thing for sure, the next time I meet someone and get bowled over I’ll just shut my mouth and walk away, Well I’m having great luck nowadays, I met milind after 6 years, and he is enrolling at my office for java, I am in good terms with shobhana, a taurean friend, unlike murthy. Very helpful, and passes strange remarks I fail to understand, well all that loving has short circuited my brain system probably, and what ever remains is still thinking of my tiger.
When I chose to live,
Did I ask you god that I should be happy?
Or when you gave me life,
Did you care to make it worth living,
I guess you may have,
I have to find that guide,
You hid it somewhere from me,
I hope I find it back.
You have given me the strength of isolation.
You have made me acquainted with pain
I still don’t ask you why,
I know the reason,
I await my redemption,
I crave and kill myself slow.
Devesh may be getting me UT 2k4 and Half Life 2 tomorrow,
posted by Abinomable Non Nutcase @ 12:50 AM
Often i take a trip down the memory lane, I know i shouldn’t love any one because of a reason, the moment i do, life takes them and puts them in the farthest unreachable place. I don’t want to love anyone anymore, i wish i could stop, i cry each night, not for anything else but I know my tiger may soon leave, would have been happy if i was loved atleast i wouldn’t have felt so empty till the moment life pulled the reins and separated us. Well fine god, what you do is your game, just wish that 23rd mile of my life is heard atleast by me,
I feel very lone when i remember this song as this was released when i was in khandala, how true it is.
jeeye to jeeye kaise,bin aap ke,
lagta nahi dil kahin, bin aapke,
posted by Abinomable Non Nutcase @ 12:09 PM
I am breathing, probably the only thing that reminds me I am alive, Each time the lungs fill up my air, i feel a presence missed, her’s. I maybe crazy, call me crazy, strange, or just plain stupid. I am ok with it. If you ever see the world, you will see that it is just spinning around, bouncing along the great cosmos, you never know when it may be hit by a comet or an asteroid. It exists for you, it will forever do so for you, Knowing we are on earth is like knowing the most beautiful planet, knowing that I love her is like knowing the most beautiful woman and knowing I’m willing to die for no apparent reason is like knowing I love.
posted by Abinomable Non Nutcase @ 4:08 AM
And I'm winning:
So are Desert Eagles
posted by Abinomable Non Nutcase @ 2:48 PM
posted by Abinomable Non Nutcase @ 1:53 AM
posted by Abinomable Non Nutcase @ 10:32 AM
The dark side of me.
And if the dam breaks open many years too soon And if there is no room upon the hill And if your head explodes with dark forebodings too I'll see you on the dark side of the moon. The lunatic is in my head. The lunatic is in my head You raise the blade, you make the change You re-arrange me 'til I'm sane. You lock the door And throw away the key There's someone in my head but it's not me. And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear You shout and no one seems to hear. And if the band you're in starts playing different tunes I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.
