My Hand (All that is Gone, All that won't come)
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Fate:
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This is my Fate,
This is my song, I sing it,
Without a purpose,
Without a rhyme,
When a time shall come,
To briefly disturb the silence,
Of what I want,
Of what I need,
I'll walk quietly along,
Ashes in the urn of the past for tears,
Bygones, they stretch endlessly,
I wail, Twist my self to unwind,
The path of love,
broken too much to mend?
No I say to my heart,
Sadness keeps the joys apart,
Lead me my heart,
Keep me strong,
There is still one last storm left to go,
That's my breath,
We are in the eye of that storm,
The silence is deafning,
The eye of the storm is silent,
Let us just await,
Hear the death patrol,
Looming overhead,
So close but so far.
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I cling on thee dearest god, I cling on thou dearest heart, hold my hand, tell me to not be afraid.
Chotu and company.
My kids mail.
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hi Big Daddy,
what a loooong mail.well very good that at last i have contacted u.good.hey u know,i have learnt much of terragen by now.well not as expert as u r,but not bad too.how r things going.hmm busy R, i see.shhiii yaar even i dont have anyone to fight with now.what about u.
well well, tell me something about karrox."i am still a part of karrox" yaar.whts new?
here very fine.i fear tht i am going to put on weight.i am always hungry.already growing fat.and the sun its so hot.i am turning dark already.
well wht else.how r all of u?well bye for now.now send a mail regularly or i will surely punch u from here.bye.
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Fighting For A Reason To.
It's been long since i wrote on this space, I am leaving for nasik tomorrow, don't know what will happen to me, and don't know what will be the outcome, but I have learnt that Raj is the best friend I can ever have. He may not be punctual, organized or sensible at times but what puts him in a position of respect is that he knows what a friend means. I am sorry for everything I've thrown at him, I am supposed to remember that I try to be a perfectionist which is wrong, I am not perfect, I'm just your average paper tiger. He is someone human and has to be forgiven but i've never been angry at anyone for anything in terms of being angry, it's been coz i've been worried.
Where I'll be I don't know but guys remember me as a guy who was silly, please overlook my arrogance (Rahul and Tehrem that's for you especially), anger (that's for you Raj), Stupid and out of context jokes (Edwin) and the rest remember me as someone who was insane but original.
