Satiated
The world is my stage,the only problem is I wanted to play the hero, I remember all my heroes are dead. I woke up down the line, I touched every single dream, I justified every single feeling, i defended every single thought, I won, I lost, I lived.The 'I' remains. Try as much but it still tells me what i have to be, to do to know, to feel, to think, to co-relate, to collaborate, to breathe easy, to twist in pain, o learn, to love, to write. I know there is no escape for me, I know I can run but I cannot hide, I wish I never knew what is comming in the future, I wish to stumble in the dark,to hit my head on a rock when I fall and bleed, bleed myself to death. I am indestructible.
I am satiated in life, life you satiate my hunger for living, how many of us can say that? I am here, waiting, watching myself do all the things in the worst possible manned , putting myself in all the wrong positions to be the best, forging my heart to be stronger than any human I've known, I cannot be put down, I cannot lose, I have no remorse, I'll fight till I have the single last breath that flows through each lung of mine, the difference is I'll feel every breath I take, to know I'm alive and to thank you for making me realize that "I am all I wanted to be" "I'm nothing my firends regret".
I'll live, I wont be the same again, I know, I'll never dream again of the path of cobble stones where I wish to walk with you, where I wish to look into your eyes whilst on my knees how much I love you, I'll never get angry, I'll never let you know what I feel, just remember every word I write and I've written since I've know you is 'you'.
posted by Abinomable Non Nutcase @ 12:04 PM
