Strangers in the night
It was a strange time for me to try to comprehend what reality really was, I was aware I was living in a lucid dream. All that i could look up to was my shattered heart, I have always looked up at my own heart, not coz it is about ego but it just manages to surprise me with the strange strength it displays, especially at times when I have no one around to pick me up and help me carry on. I just wanted to love, all I asked in return was “Nothing”, did I ask for tears? Did I ask for being scared? Did I ask for pain? For being insulted? But then I accept these, as they are offspring of loving itself.
Well I take the stage again today, like I did yesterday, the day before, but I am not going to give up loving, no matter who says, no matter who stands in my way, I am Firestorm and I shall be, right here, unchanging, and present. Perseverance.
NRI and Setting dada
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Every man for himself
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Robin dancing
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Who the hell? I mean what the! oh its me
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Like trainer like student
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Buddies a la Pickup
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Well Dost Satish and Kadkya Triratna
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Left to right -- Nitin Uncle , me the strange alien and Ofcourse pappe Sandeep
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The next Harshad Mehta !!! Vaibhav
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Surinder in flow
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Aneeta (CTK Trainer)
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Oh yes marriages can do miracles especially when married to a Mallu woman! vishal?
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Setting dada drinking too much
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Me and my silly mobile games
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Tummy comparisons Vishal and Sandeep
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Nope I wasn' there when they took my pic
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Haan Haan Import karva lo Aarif
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Hey u drink too much
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Negiotiating
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A booze would really lift Vishal's Spirits
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Caught catching a bite.
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more and More of Sendhil's eating habits
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Well some one is lost!! (vishal with his Tummy)
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Now James Bond likes to occupy two chairs!!!
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Subin (trainer)
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well tiger
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My Friends and God
Well there it is rocking and rolling. I have forgiven enough and now I shall not do so anymore. I am human too, and I am not some garbage, finally "angeleyes aka Sweet european" you made me realize that. I hope you get your wish, I am asking god to give it to you. Thank you for making me remind myself that I am here to love and let go.
I'll cry and then I'll hurt myself more, god will have fun that way but god I still refuse to give in. I stand, 'alone' I don't care atleast I loved someone who had words to say, though they were all lies and today my back is stabbed in a friendship as well, I realize that not just the woman I love but the friends I have back stab me too.
Not yet god I refuse to give up being friends and being in love, you can take away all I have but you cannot take away my will to do so. I have forged my heart in the flame of love and friendship, it hurt but it made me strong. I'm am now not afraid to cry, to smile, not afraid to laugh and God I got to say I still love you, that goes for you too tiger, I will try to forgive you but then will God? I don't know I'll just ask him to, He will listen.
Boomerang
Well I have a bunch of idiots who think Microsoft Sucks, hah they are nuts, they just have to remember that the products that today make thier workld turn are my company's products.
Overrated
The tendencies we exhibit are really worth celebrating, c’mon take a look at what we do at times, we push ourselves to the edge of the envelope and then realize what we did gave us a rush, maybe an adrenaline rush, maybe we we scared to death or maybe we discovered that we are just too good to be set back by things that really shouldn’t bother us. Contradictory to popular belief I stand here to feel the finest things that we sometimes fail to notice in life. I mean how many of us can hear the gentle sound that the flower makes when it moves in the wind, the sound of wind at 3 AM in the morning howling like a mad beast on its heels blowing onto your face through the window pane you kept open.
Oh well then my favourite things, loving. You guys think it is some form of idiosyncrasy that I exhibit , sorry then you people are wrong, Wake up, look around you and tell me how does it feel to be left alone or to be alone when the worst or the best things in life comes calling? can you really laugh or cry then? Well, remember me telling you that if you choose to walk alone today chances are loneliness may think you are its best company and may stick with you for an eon, and boy I have known what kind of a friend it can be, trust me you don’t want it to be a friend, it feels like something from beyond hell.
Well for now, I'll just play games on my new ‘n-gage qd’ I just got it because I wanted a GSM phone and an MP3 player together that I can carry around. Lovely piece. Well guys and gals see ya, but I want to see ya smiling, and knowing you are loved, if by no one else then by God and of course me. Hey my mp3 player skin has a beautiful tiger, not as beautiful as my tiger but something is better than nothing as I always say.
