Maybe Vader Someday Later
I can feel the force grow in me, as if the dark side is getting a grip on me, I will turn to the dark side, I cannot stop, it is too powerful. It is my destiny that I shall live the life of a dangerous mortal, who cannot be denied and cast aside. I shall destroy the very core of their existence. They shall pay for what they didn’t do. I cannot stop this now, I’m unleashed and out of control, and I have an offer I want to refuse bt I cannot as it comes with a gun, I am being asked to join up with a few people who basically trouble – shoot AKA anti social people. Well got nothing else to do, got no one who needs me, or trusts me so Here I go,
Darth Vader is up and running.
My mind's Claustrophobia
The world is so damn freaking small, yeek, man well atleast I keep running into these composites for humans AKA idiots. Man if life sucks I say it's got gravity, hey dont ya agree to that?
Look at her, carry a bunch of flowers, pink roses, and if you are me a bunch of pink gerbera daisies. Tell her you care, not with your voice, she knows it, tell her with your eyes. Make her fell that she can smile. Tell her you how she changes your life, just by your look, watch her for a moment, close your eyes maybe she may disappear, I still remember someone who used to meet me after the office a long tiome ago, how she would just satre at me to make me conscious, you ask me why I love you and cannot forget you tiger, well maybe you have not seen what your stare has done to my heart, well you still are the only woman I have fallen for. Take care, I miss you, I love you, you are my tiger cub, one I can cuddle up with, though not the most prettiest of the women I have known, but the only beautiful wom,an to bewitch my mind and soul.
My own grave.
Well it has been my endless desire and practice to be truthful to friends who are close to me, the only mess is that that they open their mouth at places they should not, now any which way you look at it Shilpa Patil was right, she told me 6 years ago that be truthful to only those who are worthy of it.
I have received really beautiful compliments from colleuges which remind me that I am not a bad human being, well they may be false comments or something but then they were things that came from people I considered genuine, most of them are seperated from me, as in college buddies, train buddies,etc.
Things like :
Boss you are the right guy on the wrong planet,
Hey we are going into this just coz we know you are our back up,
If I had to choose between my girlffriend’s life and your’s I’ll chose your’s.
Why do you want to give me so much without asking for anything?
Why do you love me so much?
Daddy!, Pappa, Achha ( that’s the word in malayalam for ‘Father’).
and my favouriate,
Hey amazing, thank you for making me laugh.
Well have come a long way from all this maybe someday I shall get to pay back to all these people who said these things to me. I’ll live for that.
The cardinal Rule
We strive to achieve,but sometimes our life is assaulted with things we are not even entitled for, like terminal insanity, love, etc, we forget all that surrounds us is still the same and at the drop of the hat we will fall back right to the place we started from. A lot of us know the truth, we choose to hide from the same, we believe like I do that we are indestructible, nothing can break our reality.
Quote: Space may be the final frontier but it is made in a Hollywood basement.
(Red hot chilli peppers in Californication)
We realize that however we try there are things that are undeniable,we cannot forsake that reality that surrounds us like the claws of a dragon or like a raging firestorm that awaits to engulf us all and destroy us to cinders, we know we are here to exist in some frame of reference, I know that and i abide by it at times, but there is one thing that all astrologers told me, They said I shall love my wife very much and she would love me too and that I shall never be successful in finding love without marriage, guess what I have changed each and every thing since I've been hearing them, thay said I'll never be able to love someone that much I did, and I know I did it well, it is accepted that she doesn't bother, what hurts me is when I look at her as a friend today she is not even answering. It is ok But then I still can love her.
Sniped
Well I have vivid dreams, the best dream I had was really a little too far fetched. Concrete reality is like an Isotherm,an absolute connection of all the strange and idiotic things in my life, that either heat up together or cool down below sub zero. If it was a game I would call it 'Condition zero'
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There were two of us. Myself and me as a clone.
Well it happened like this:
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Me: Hey you sre you can shoot him? you know he is quick
to revert back with a sharp shot that would actually go
through your riflescope and into you head if you miss.
Myself: Hey relax how dangerous can he be? and hey I’m Firestorm
nothing gets by me. You relax.
Me: You know that he is bad, dangrous and armed to the teeth,
why the hell did you tug me along? If you think you are so
damn brave!.
Myself : Now don’t be a cry baby, we take a chance, shoot him right
between his eyes and down he goes.You understand that?
Me : As you say bro, you know I am scared of him.
Myself: (taking aim) hey he is wearing my favouritate colour black.
and my favouriate jeans. Down he comes.
Me : You fool are you aware who the rifle is pointed at?
Myself : That guy is Firestorm right? hey wait a minute I am firestorm,
you are firestorm and he is Firestorm! we are just three of the
same.
Me: Sh** I knew when DON gave the ticket to drop that guy something
was fishy. Sh** dont let him see you.
Firestorm : “Hi guys, turn around and put those toys down, you ain’t gonna
shoot me with that sniper rifle”, Fools you are already sitting on
about 10 Kilos of C4 and the trigger is in my hand. Tell DON
I ain’t going down, I stand where I am and I will still love that
same woman, DON or no DON I care a damn.”
“Now get the hell out. You are wasting my ime.”
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Jesus with dreams where I am about to kill myself i really hav to rethink.
miss you?
Do you know how much I miss you?
Well just think of this:
If I was a gerbera daisy then you would be the petals,
If I was a bird you would be my wings,
If I was the sky, you would be my stars,
If I was the earth you would be my sun,
and If I have to live, I’ll need you
for If I am alive then you are the soul to me.
Love you tiger, and so damn much. Oh that reminds me I will try hanging down from the fourth floor and it is really tall man as if the fourth floor is the seventh, hey and I’ll try to reduce on finger at a time, because now I dont care what happens to me. my commitments are getting over, you better get me into some or I will have to go away sooner. Well you said you will let me know when you need me, but sheru I need you to help me liver, not about loveing me or anything, knowing all is well with you.
