Which way to the light?
I met an old man once, I recollect it today as I remember something I told him.I was at Karjat helping my buddy Sony to fix up his PC for the digital imaging thingy.
We needed a Phillips screw driver and I had forgotten to carry one along, dumb engineer that I am, so we decided that as the situation calls for it we will purchase a new one. We when to a Hardware store and bought a pair of these screw drivers. There was an old man at the counter, he was looking at my face, He told me that I had a bright future and that’s what he read from my face, he was reading the Holy Koran when he said that, I just like my usual self turned around and said “uncle everyone tells me that but now the problem is no one tells me where is the switch for that bulb to make it bright?”.
Well all that I have know all this time about me is that I stand alone, like some assassin , long hair, with my hands at the sideways outstretched, holding two .45 magnums (desert Eagles) with my hair all spread over my face, covering it and I stand there and stare at the pool of blood from the pseudo self of mine which I shot……
Then I watch myself be resurrected and taking over me, I never escape, I just don’t hide, I just smile at my own pain and walk by as I am here to feel pain, not to be loved I think……….
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On blood stained wings
Absolut FireBlade
Well here is what I do when I am At home. You wanted to know what it feels like to be me right! Well her is me like always winning at Unreal Tournament 2004.
Back at UT 2004
Unreal tournament 2004
I love hitting on the only smart bot here, Widowmaker. Watchout WidowMaker the FireBlade is out to kick your ASSBack at UT 2004
Some Gibberish I talk at times
1) Sense is contrary to popular knowledge encrypted in statements seemingly senseless, and sometimes visually challenging, it is the observer who has to sk a rhetorical question to determine the underlying truth of a graphic or textual representation,
2) To comprehend a complex eqation it is important to remember that u should book mark the answers in the guide as u write as the wind does funny things to page numbers.
3) Sorry for the lateral construct of figures of speech , they were arranged for a specific purpose, for they seem to hide and pass the sublime message of a transverse thought, like some theological explanation inscribed in the intra walls of some ancient civilizations's ruin walls
my favouriate Image
Malshej. A place I love.
Alchemy Of life
Walking In The Mist
EMS 10 and EMS 3 decided to take a trip to Khandala, then poor Shiva all dressed up and nowhere to go informed me that the trip is cancelled. I got to say man was it like a boon? yes it was.I went to the office yesterday, sat with my buddies, spent a lot of quality time there, and then while I was hurying home called my counter part Amit. Well then we decided that malshej is the place we will be going.
Guys take it from me, Malshej is one place you want to be at in the rains.
We decided on a few places:
I said
1) BhimaShankar (Ouch My ankles still ache from the last year’s trek hey but physical pain is my poison that feeds me)
He said No.
I said
2) Matheran (The most beautiful winter evening walk I took, wait a minute that was 9 PM in the night, No smokes, no vodka, eeeeeeek)
He said No.
I said
3) Malshej (I heard there are landslides and then the waterfalls are slippery and may kill you if you slip)
He said really?
We took off like some 10 yr old school kids, cell phones at home, some smokes in our pockets, and a bottle of mango Juice (AKA Frooti).
12:30 PM we are at Malshej, we start to cough badly, then we realize we are suffocating in that fresh air, after a few minutes everyone else except us are coughing, coz we start smoking hehhehehe. Devils are unleashed on Malshej. We take the walk downhill, stop at each waterfall and feel its flow. I recollect suddenly that I suffocate easily in water, I just stood there choking and I could feel the water enter my lungs, and Bang the wave that hits you in the brain when water goes through your nose. I recollected the month of April when I was drowning in water and how I just wanted to die, drown coz I felt like there was nothing in my life worth fighting for, but I just pulled myself out of it coz I knew I cannot die, as I am indestructible, undeniable and unyielding to the ways of life.
Well we walked 9 KMs and got back into an ST bus and got home by 8:00 PM, So the basic thing is I’m thinking of going again next week, Please find a poetic description on my poetry bog at http://23miles.blogspot.com . I saw her all around me, she engulfed me, the tree leaves and the mountains gently. I turned around one last time when I was about to end my down hill walk and asked the mist are you the same sorceress?
