Monday, July 25, 2005

My Hunger

I always live on borrowed misery, it feeds me the strength to love anyone unconditionally, without any reason, without any returns… The overwhelming hatred in my heart for the world fuels me to reach the depths of love, to grip it in my claws, as if to take back from the world what is rightfully mine, it is the fuel of my aggression.no I don't wish to be liberated, i don't wish to be loved, I don't want to be care for, I am all that I needed and I know that you all are just human…….Only Human….. to love and expect and to blame and hurt and to cheat and steal, the very core of your incompetent existence where you need a reason for your desires are what makes me hate you all. and it again makes me pity you and love you farther, I look down on you as if I am some god, not that I have the power and the fancy firework displays that a God has but I know the absolute power that drives me, the hatred and darkness in me that I keep my foot on, grinding it to extract the blood of it to feed my soul with the power to love, as if some devil gone wrong in its very protocol, your hatred feeds me the power to love you……………