Beyond The Veil Of the Mist

Life is a ******

Nothing is sensible here in this that we call life. Never marry, its my honest request to you. I am relaxed, I am cared for, I am helped and all the things a good married life should have. But I wish that if i get a chance to undo all that and return to the past and undo the meeting with my now wife, i would feel a lot more better.

What it would have been:

My mind says I want to go somewhere . Wherever. I bunk office, trek to the mountains, setup a campfire, take a solar charger, buy a PSP and a lot of UMDs. Sit on the lush green hills and play on the PSP. Watch the sunlight turn orange behind my back. Play all night, eat when I want , sleep when I want. No one tells me what is good, no one tells me what is bad. Nothing is right or wrong for me. I can still do that but the occasional advice will pop in about my health, and yes a load of motherly crap like that.

I can’t leave today , i have my EMIs to think of, my loans, my taxes, the Wife, etc all un called for things. I could have done without all this. Just me and myself. What else is there to life. Nothing. Why do people share companionship? its a shitty figment of imagination that comes into mind. I hate people because i don’t want to share myself with anyone.If they think i am self centered, they can keep at it, not my concern. I have me and I will have myself till I am me.

People would have a word to describe this as responsibility. really , ok so then if you carry a bomb to the office with a motion activated switch then ensuring that you don’t explode it is your responsibility. I mean there is no such thing as having your own offspring is an achievement. Its genetically possible; its a choice, Its a choice we all should understand. The concept of what we call life, society, family are all conjured up by people for selfish motives, or for protection. I want to establish my own set of rules. I refuse to say that people who follow that legion are not stupid. They are and they have wasted a very good opportunity to make things by themselves. Its called stupidity to follow what we have seen others do for such a long time. If its perfect then why do we have murders, rapes, dowry and shit like that. This is not what I think we should have done. We all should have done stuff on our own. We have the wheel , we can build a racer, sedan, saloon or a truck out of it. Don't ride with the tide

Avoid marriage if you think you have unique identity to search, else be a cabbage and be married and stick to the field and rot there. Its a wedge put between yourself and freedom. No matter however happy you may feel today, maybe you will feel as happy as me if you get married to a like minded girl (to some extent) but remember she still is the wedge that keeps me away from ultimate freedom. Its called freedom of flight.

posted by Lost in Transit @ 12:50 AM